September 2010
This is so annoying, I don’t know what I want. I want things I can’t have and once I become realisitc those things aren’t as desirable but then my optimism kicks in a messes everything up. Why can’t I just accept facts and not try to change things.
August 2010
iabsolutelylovewhenpeoplegobehindmybackandbesneakyitscrazy
i feel so pathetic…i need to stop this madness. The facts are the facts and i can’t change that. But i still have so much hope but it makes me feel like an idiot. I’m just determined..
hannahsilkysmooffine:
Weep for yourself, my man, you’ll never be what is in your heart weep little lion man, you’re not as brave as you were at the start rate yourself and rake yourself, take all the courage you have left wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head
I freaking love them and this song I’m obsessed haha
i rarely feel pretty or good about myself…i’m not trying to get sympathy or whatever. i’ve just lost most of my self confidence i hate it. i know a lot of teenage girls have self-confidence issues. i wish i had real confidence instead of faking it all the time.
“you don’t know the reasons why they hate you”
“oh really why?”
“because you completely cut them out”
Ugh..like you know the half of it
10 Day Challenge: Day 1
1. I don’t even know what to say to you, except that i love that we’re friends, but i wish we were more. I feel so comfortable and natural around you, you get my humor and you see through me…i don’t know if that’s good yet but i think it is. I wish I knew if you felt the same way as me, but i hope you do…I like you. I just wish I could tell you.
2....
i’m so sick of people asking the same questions over and over. If you want to know so bad ask me in person…sometimes people NO have idea about respecting other people’s privacy. i thought about it like 10 times today. I can never move on with all these people’s constant badgering. I want a new school…grr!!!
I wish I didn’t feel so much pressure. I feel like...
10 Day Challenge :)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that...
How many times do I have to apoligize… I’m sorry I’m so sorry. I just wish you would talk to me and not cut me out.
i hate firstt everythings.
I really think that’s the moral in life. You have to be vulnerable and get hurt over and over so you become strong. So you know when you find those people that aren’t going to hurt you, that you’re in the right place.
starsavenue:
(via theblogyoulove)
I’m finally 100 % happy! Last night was the funnest night of this summer! It feels like summer is only beginning!
Sometimes I feel like I’m living a double life. In one life I’m overwhelming happy, bubbly, outgoing and dizty. The other, I’m the most depressed\ emotionally screwed person you get. I’m just good at acting.
starsavenue:
(via theblogyoulove)
i’m so so so so so so so so so so so nervous for school!! It’s getting kind of pathetic. Can’t wait for next year’s fresh start!
Today was an emotional day for me. I really wish someone would have remembered this day and what it meant for me. I guess I just expected too much. It just would have been nice to feel like I had some support.
